Monday, October 27, 2008

Old Ghost.

I don't know which part of this
Hurts me the most-
I'll always be haunted
By your old ghost.
You told me you loved me,
You called me "best friend",
So why do you suddenly
Want this to end?

"I said a lot of things on meds.
A lot of things."

I think that line
Struck the worst blow,
What you were thinking
I will never know.
All those times
I confided in you-
In your mind,
You already knew.
Three years we spent,
Inseparability-
Three years have went,
With how much you meant to me.

I see you nearby,
With the smile you wore-
I may hate your honesty,
But I hate your lies more.
If you decide
You've made a mistake,
I refuse to let
Myself take the bait.

You've made your choices,
I've made mine-
But if I said I don't miss you,
I would be lying.